As a teacher, we all have those students that remind us of different aspects of ourselves. The student we see ourselves as now. The student we see as our 'worse' selves. The student we want to be. I just didn't know that you still think about them, even after 5 years... There is this student. Koh. … Continue reading With The Elegance Of An Emerging Butterfly
"You want a baby to feel complete." Well fuck. And as much as I try to be like, yeah, yep that's true and let's all move on, I'm brought straight back at this, to stare it in the face. I had a wonderful channel, from an amazing and talented channeller. It only lasted just over 10 minutes, … Continue reading The deepest light. And the truth to find it.
I wasn't offered the job. I do a lot of substitute / relief teaching at a particular school. This school went through a decently significant restructure. The restructure meant that there was new roles for old staff, and new staff for old roles. But I was not part of that. Nothing was said to me. … Continue reading Fear of lack, and lack of fear.
So this has been decently hard to write about. As much as it's been on my mind for months... it's still a yucky and complex thing to start to articulate. Warning. The following discusses sexual abuse. Why Brahmacharya as chastity, shouldn't be a thing. Massive long read.
So, this has been bothering me for a while. Brahmacharya is the fourth yama, which is the first limb of yoga. Background Yoga, according to Patanjali, ['The Dude' that wrote the authoritative text, 'The Yoga Sutra' = the yogic bible equivalent], consists of eight limbs or components towards enlightenment (or how to live a life of … Continue reading Brahmacharya [Part 1]: Defining sex in yoga.
I just wee-d on a stick and there was only one line. I distinctly remember ordering two lines, and the baby that makes the two lines. And I speak to a psych who was like “think positive about what you want, the universe only gives you what you want” - as if I’m not wanting … Continue reading Only one line.
arghhhhhh! Internal screams meets external eye-leakage. I have SO many emotions going through my head and heart right now! What do I tell her? Do I tell her anything? Do I tell her about the miscarriage? Do I tell her that I'm in the two-week-wait and totally not coping? - you know - the two … Continue reading Text: How’s the baby making going?? *smiley face*