because right now, this is my silent protest.
because right now I find solace in my past witchy days.
because right now this life thing is taking absolutely everything I have.
from every angle.
because right now I need to hold onto the me beyond the early morning lights.
and messy shelves. and prescribed to-do-lists.
because right now I am holding onto the darkness and depth of my being.
the memories of knowing.
the memories of being.
all of it.
because right now, I am craving illumination, of darkness, and of light.
of every single little thing.
because right now, I want this part of me, my entire soul, painted over every single interaction I have.
because i love this part of me.