Welcome to my blog! I am so excited to share my creation and inner processing with you ❤ Where to start? Firstly, I love to blog 🙂 Topics include my experiences, processing and evolving thoughts on... my miscarriage grief and trying to conceivenarcissistic experiences [daughter of narcissist]histories of sexual violence and witnessing domestic violence and … Continue reading Welcome


I am not as good as I think I am

Aunty-ing. I have all the opinions in the world about family, and kids and raising kids and blah, blah, blah. Do you think that my nieces and nephews miss me or see me as a solid part of their lives?? Probably not.

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Spirits and Books and books-about-spirits.

I have this voodoo thingy where I don't talk about good stuff that is happening until after they've come to fruition... It's totally a reference to nm and such conditioning... but maybe it's time to step through that discomfort. So here goes. TTC I am totally trying - trying... like full hard out Trying-To-Conceive. After a … Continue reading Spirits and Books and books-about-spirits.

Why is enlightenment all different shades of blur?

This yoga teacher was not a modern day guru... rather she is an incredibly successful business woman. She has a very loyal clientele base, with wonderful attendance at all sorts of overpriced retreats, catch ups, courses, functions and information nights.

Oh there’s the rollercoaster of TTC

Pulsating. I'm feeling pulsating!! And I haven't felt pulsating in months! From the right side. In case you were wondering. Does it mean anything that it was the 'right' side, and not the left? - because now it sounds like the right side, as in the correct side. Hmmmm And my cat just came and lay on … Continue reading Oh there’s the rollercoaster of TTC

Just (more) venting

So I just need to express this. I am so open with my yoga stuff. When I make an awesome visual display of notes or concepts, I share it. When I create an epically awesome template of all our dates and assignments, I share it. Good resources, websites, perspectives, shortcuts, synthesises... shared! So it actually shits … Continue reading Just (more) venting