What would I say to me?

Keep breathing. That's what I would say. One breath at a time.  And then, rather incessantly... It's okay, I'm okay, Baby is okay. It's okay, I'm okay, Baby is okay. It's okay, I'm okay, Baby is okay.  I have a baby. I am pregnant. At least according to the non-existent period, and the 6 different pregnancy tests. … Continue reading What would I say to me?

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TTC and not breathing. Like, just don’t breathe.

I just don't think this level of obsession is healthy. I've been told that I'm torturing myself. But I don't know how to not. I've heard the cliché of "just stop trying", and I did, for two months... Now I'm back more intense than before. "It'll happen when it happens" And I'd be saying exactly … Continue reading TTC and not breathing. Like, just don’t breathe.